Sunday, May 31, 2009

Bumble Bee's Inspiration

"Aerodynamically, the bumble bee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumble bee doesn't know it so it goes on flying anyway."
(An inspiring quote by Mary Kay Ash)

FLIGHT

According to 20th century folklore, the laws of aerodynamics prove that the bumblebee should be incapable of flight, as it does not have the capacity (in terms of wing size or beats per second) to achieve flight with the degree of wing loading necessary. Not being aware of scientists 'proving' it cannot fly, the bumblebee succeeds under "the power of its own ignorance".[24] The origin of this myth has been difficult to pin down with any certainty. John McMasters recounted an anecdote about an unnamed Swiss aerodynamicist at a dinner party who performed some rough calculations and concluded, presumably in jest, that according to the equations, bumblebees cannot fly.[25] In later years McMasters has backed away from this origin, suggesting that there could be multiple sources, and that the earliest he has found was a reference in the 1934 French book Le vol des insectes, they had applied the equations of air resistance to insects and found that their flight was impossible, but that "One shouldn't be surprised that the results of the calculations don't square with reality".[26]

Some credit physicist Ludwig Prandtl (1875–1953) of the University of Göttingen in Germany with popularizing the myth. Others say it was Swiss gas dynamicist Jacob Ackeret (1898–1981) who did the calculations.

In 1934, French entomologist Antoine Magnan included the following passage in the introduction to his book Le Vol des Insectes:

Tout d'abord poussé par ce qui fait en aviation, j'ai appliqué aux insectes les lois de la résistance de l'air, et je suis arrivé avec M. SAINTE-LAGUE a cette conclusion que leur vol est impossible.

This means:

First prompted by the fact of aviation, I have applied the laws of the resistance of air to insects, and I arrived, with Mister Sainte-Lague, at the conclusion that their flight is impossible.

Magnan refers to his assistant André Saint-Lagué, who was apparently an engineer.

It is believed that the calculations which purported to show that bumblebees cannot fly are based upon a simplified linear treatment of oscillating aerofoils. The method assumes small amplitude oscillations without flow separation. This ignores the effect of dynamic stall, an airflow separation inducing a large vortex above the wing, which briefly produces several times the lift of the aerofoil in regular flight. More sophisticated aerodynamic analysis shows that the bumblebee can fly because its wings encounter dynamic stall in every oscillation cycle.[27]

Another description of a bee's wing function is that the wings work similarly to helicopter blades, "reverse-pitch semirotary helicopter blades".

Bees beat their wings approximately 200 times a second, which is 10-20x as fast as nerve impulses can fire. They achieve this because their thorax muscles don't expand and contract on each nerve firing, but rather vibrate like someone plucking a rubber-band.

Special Note:
A bumblebee does not have ears, and it is not known whether or how a bumblebee could hear sound waves passing through the air, however they can feel the vibrations of sounds through wood and other materials.

(Taken from Wikipedia - Searched "Bumble Bee")

It's so amazing and inspirational! Secara itung-itungan, harusnya lebah itu ga bisa terbang, karna sayapnya kecil sementara badannya dia gede. Tapi karna lebah ga tau soal itung-itungan itu, dia terbang juga, walaupun terbangnya ga bisa yang terbang terus kayak burung atau serangga laen yang emang secara scientific bisa terbang...

Sementara kita, karna menerima input atau pendapat yang mematahkan semangat / pesimis, lalu kita juga mempercayai input / pendapat itu, akhirnya kita malah jadi membatasi diri kita sendiri...  

Isn't this cool or what?

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Fatamorgana

Lelah...
Tak kudapati tempat berteduh
Hampa...
Di sekelilingku hanya ada hamparan pasir yang kering

Terjebak tanpa sadar
Di padang gurun yang seolah tak berujung
...mungkin sedikit lagi...
Bisikku pada diri sendiri

Langkah-langkahku berkejaran
Menepis semua skeptisme yang menghadang di sudut benakku
Lebih dekat lagi...
Berharap setelah ini kutemukan pelepas dahaga

Satu persatu bayangan itu muncul
Dari kekosongan menjadi raga yang bernyawa
Seperti layar bioskop yang menyatu dengan realita
...sebuah jalan keluar telah terbentang!

Kudekap erat... dan biarkan diri melebur
Ini keinginan otakku... ini keinginan mataku...
Biarkan aku menikmati semua cinta dan tawa
Sampai batas khayalan dan kenyataan terhapus...

...dalam fatamorgana

Setitik debu menjadikan semuanya hancur dalam lautan pasir
Terdiam saat segalanya menghilang...
Waktu membawanya terbangun dari alam mimpi
Keindahan sesaat itu hanya sebuah tipuan pikiran...

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Langkahkan kaki kembali maju
Menggenggam harapan yang masih bernyawa
...untuk sebuah keindahan yang nyata...
Jangan menyerah pada fatamorgana...

I'm Not Alone

Lately I'm thinking about something related to my present condition... There are so many thoughts, concerns and worries... I don't even know why God let me go into this condition... it wasn't my choice and absolutely not something I asked for... and why can't I be / do just like others in my second family? Why can't I be succeed like them?

...Then I chatted with a woman, she is going through a similar situation like me, but she had passed her critical time I guess, so now she can fully surrender it to God while she is keep doing her best and still hoping for the next best. While me? I guess this is my critical point =p I have a lot of questions and "what if"... and also "if only". My imagination can be a bit wild sometimes =p But I can see that the only choice I could pick right now is just surrender...

And just now, I remembered one of my old friend who has a little bit similar condition, so I texted her and she confirmed about what she feels and think, the same like I do... We strengthened each other and agreed to keep our hope in Him...

It's a relieve to know that we are not alone in the journey... There are other people who experiencing the similar condition and that moves me to keep striving and not running away... and that's the beauty of God's family... we acknowledge each other and we help each other... It's one special blessing for me =)

Thank You Dad... ^_^

Friday, May 29, 2009

Pindahan Kamar

Hari ini pindahan kamar! Yay!
Hihihi... kadang semangat kadang males, maklum bukan tipe orang nomaden hehehe... jadi kalo sering pindah-pindah bawaannya cape =p

Tapi ni kamar baru kosku lebih gede, jadi kalo mo ngetik atau nulis di meja posisinya enak. Kalo di kamar yang sekarang posisinya ga enak, kalo duduk lama punggungnya jadi tegang, soalnya ngepas posisinya. Benernya bisa digeser siy, cuman kalo digeser jadinya sempit ruangannya =p Kalo di kamar yang baru masih lowong deh, apalagi lemarinya yang gede ama ranjangnya yang gede dituker ama lemari 'n ranjangku yang sekarang =p Jadi lebih legaaa ^o^

Sekarang udah menggunung ini kresek-kresek isi baju 'n barang-barang di ranjang... Ntar setelah pulang kerja kudu cepet-cepet angkut-angkut nih. Sementara semua barang-barang diungsikan ke ruang TV deket kamar baruku. Ntar setelah lemari 'n ranjangku dipindah, baru deh bisa mulai nata-nata barang di kamar baru =)

Well okay, I gotta be hurry... mo mandi... menu breakfast katering pagi ini is gado-gado! Slurp slurp... yummy.... Senen pagi (lusa) udah janjian ama temen kantor mo beli nasi pecel murmer + enak di deket sini juga pagi-pagi hihihi... Dah lama juga ga makan pecel, katanya siy enak =p yummy yummy...

Morning everyone! Met beraktivitas semuanya! ^_^

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dreams...

I wish for more colorful life...
Am I not being grateful?

I just wish that...
I can have a friend or some friends who I can hang out with almost everyday... my dorm-mates are busy with their own life outside, they go home to our dorm at night just for sleeping. I do enjoy my time at my dorm... it's a perfect dorm... I just need companion... It could be a person or a cute pet...

...and I wish to meet my lifetime partner in life...

I wish I can have a reunion with my friends at Lippo Cikarang and Jakarta...
I wish I can go with my friends or family and have fun together to Bali, Jogja, Solo, Bandung...

...My wish aren't things basically... =p

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My Request

Dad...

I ask for a Godly man who loves You and fear You, honor You with His life and his relationships with others...
I ask for a Godly man who is humble and simple, like You, Jesus...
I ask for a Godly man who is mature and have a serious motivation towards marriage and family life when he approaches me...
I ask for a Godly man whom with him, we will be better people, achieve better goals, and fulfill Your plan and destiny for us, as a suitable lifetime partner... step by step, aim higher things for Your glory
I ask for a Godly man who loves me the way You loves me and I love him the way You love him... who care for and treat me as Your precious daughter and soon-to-be his lifetime wife...
I ask for a Godly man who is also love and respect my parent, as he loves and respect his own parent.

I ask for a Godly man who can have fun with me, laugh with me, strengthens each other in hard times, who enjoys every moment with me, who shares the same or similar passions with me...
I ask for a Godly man where I and him can cherish each other...
I ask for us to grow in love and friendship, in You...

PS: juga tekun, rajin, berpotensi tinggi buat sukses hehehe... trus humoris =p secara aku serius hehehe... and a good provider for our family...

Dad, I trust in You... I put my hope and faith in You...
Please keep us walking ahead in Your track, and lead us in everything we do...
You're a great Love Story Maker Dad... and I believe in You...
Thank You Dad... ^_^

a Secret Romantic Hope

Aku pengen deh ntar pasangan hidupku nyanyiin lagu "Preetiest Friend"nya Jason Mraz... with paling ga a decent voice, nggak fals huehehehe...

Pengen cinta yang bertumbuh (bersamaan di hatiku 'n juga pasangan hidupku - tapi dia lebih dulu hehehe baru aku nyusul ngerasain yang sama), dari persahabatan... Kan judulnya teman hidup... aku pengen ga "fall in love" dari pertama, tapi "grow in love" dari persahabatan...

That would be an ideal love story for me... but as usual, let Your will be done Daddy... coz You know the best =)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Believe in the BUT

"Most assuredly, I say to you that you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice; and you will be sorrowful, BUT your sorrow will be turned into joy"
(John 16:20 - KJV)

Weeping and lamentation are common for everyone in certain parts of life. Maybe it is when we lost someone we love, when our best friend disappoint us, when our beloved one betrays us, when we lose our job, when we get unfair or injustice acts from others... The list could go on and on...

One thing to remember is that we live in a fallen world because of sin. BUT we must keep in mind that God still has control over our life.

We may fall BUT we have the ability to rise again.
We may stumbled BUT He will help us to step back again.
We may become weak BUT His love and words are our very own strength.
We may feel that we lose hope BUT our future is still in His hands
We may feel despair BUT He is able to turn our mourning into joy if we let Him to

There are things that happen out of our control, and we can't predict precisely about tomorrow, not to mention years ahead today... BUT we can trust our life in our Father, whose Love has been proven through His Son, Jesus Christ... The Only Son that He gave us to be a Savior, so He can live in us and we live in Him, as a part of His Kingdom, His children... He never leaves us alone...

"Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the LORD."
(Psalm 31:24 - KJV)

Be strong and hold on to His unfailing promises!     

Monday, May 18, 2009

Cinderella - Steven Curtis Chapman


She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sittin' here wearin' the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says "Dad, the prom is just one week away,
And I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone.

Well, she came home today
With a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
but I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
(even one song)
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

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Ini mengharukan bangetttt >.< Tiap denger mo nangis...

This is a very touching and the most beautiful song from a father about his relationship with his daughter...

Me Singing Acoustic "Poker Face" - Lady Gaga


This is the acoustic version of "Poker Face" - Lady Gaga. I sing it vocal only 'cause I can't find the instrumental version of it, plus her pitch is too low for me, so I sing with higher tunes. Just experimenting =p

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Fear and Love Can't Be Together

Kemaren sore ada 2 makhluk imut yang aku liat pas jalan pulang dari kantor. Yang satu anjing warna item, ngikutin pembantu yang ngajak dia jalan-jalan keluar rumah. Anjingnya kayak kesenengan gitu. Trus ada kucing warna putih oren yang berdiri di pinggir jalan. Tu anjing nyamperin kucing itu, body languagenya riang gembira, kayak seneng ketemu makhluk laen, dia gak ngegonggong. Sementara kucingnya langsung tegang, ekornya tegak, bulu-bulunya rada berdiri, matanya terus ngeliatin anjing yang di deket depannya, pokoknya judulnya pasang tampang musuhan 'n pasang kuda-kuda mau ngelawan gitu. Anjingnya diem bentar trus jalan pergi menjauh, ngikutin pembantu yang tadi...

Lucu banget seh hehehe... Anjingnya yang polos gitu (masih muda kayaknya =p), seneng mungkin mau kenalan, eh kucingnya yang langsung offended hehehe... Jadi jiper deh anjingnya =p

Kadang, orang yang paling gampang offended, paling gampang membantah, gampang curiga, what really happens is this... He is protecting himself from getting hurt by others. Yang mengendalikan dia adalah rasa takutnya. Saat rasa takut mengendalikan kita, kita tidak bisa membedakan kapan saat kita bisa menerima dan terbuka, kapan saat kita hanya bisa mendengar, dan kapan saat kita harus menetapkan batasan. Setiap waktu dia selalu membangun benteng, menjaga jarak, dan memicingkan mata, terhadap semua hal dan semua orang. Well okay, mungkin bukan semua orang, tapi orang-orang dengan tipe tertentu, atau hal-hal yang spesifik... yang pernah membuat dia terluka di masa lalu.  

Sama seperti yang dibilang di bible, "dalam kasih tidak ada ketakutan".
It means kalau kita masih dikendalikan oleh rasa takut, kita tidak bisa menerima kasih dan juga tidak bisa mengasihi dengan utuh...

Kita memang masih hidup di dunia yang tidak sempurna dan hidup dengan orang-orang yang tidak sempurna. Ga ada orang yang ga pernah terluka oleh perbuatan orang lain. But what's next? We have a choice to get healed by God, received His perfect Love and move on, ready to love others OR to be drowned in fear, bitterness, and be suspicious all the time. The last one is a very poor choice, it will drain our soul and keep us from being whole in Love and life.

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
(1 John 4:18)

Make your choice wisely today...

Monday, May 11, 2009

Ultimate Love Will Set You Free

I don't feel a thing
No 'cause I don't need to
I'm just okay
If numb is a normal thing to live

Few things had happened in the past
Got the hurt, the anger and disappointment
...and I just couldn't bear another one
I made a promise not to let my heart be broken again

So I let others know that I was tough
...that I was strong and happy
and my life was just good enough
...for myself

Leaving the dreams and bitterness
I was building the defense system
Hoping that it would be enough to keep away others from hurting me
...enough to make them know that they can't take advantages of me

I was right...
No strangers dare enough to interfere
It seems what I've been set up has made me safe
...but slowly my heart is turning to numb...

I can't laugh
I can't cry
My defenses have frozen my heart
It's not only closed the gate from tears, but also from love

Father help me...
I've made a mistake...
What I meant to protect myself has crushed my own ability to feel
Heal me 'cause You're the only One who can...

Nothing can erase the previous journey...
...nor the memories...
But heart can be restored and renewed
When the ultimate Love comes and washes the pain away

Apart from You I stood alone
Apart from You I gave my best efforts
Apart from You... they meant nothing
Now I know... Apart from You... I can't do a thing...

False love can make you cry
False love can make you laugh
But only true Love can set you free
True love can make you able to discern the right from wrongs

Father I open my heart gate
Fill me with Your True Love...

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Today

Niat hati berhubung hari ini hari libur, mau bangun siangan dikit, jam 7... secara tiap hari bangun jam 4:30 pagi 'n Sabtu biasanya masuk setengah hari. Minggu juga ga bisa bangun siang... jadi ini kesempatan yang sudah ditunggu-tunggu... Eh tadi pagi jam 6 mbak kos ngetok pintu kamar, mo pinjem kunci pager T_T Abis itu ga bisa tidur lagi, uda kebiasaan kalo udah kebangun susah dibawa tidur lagi T_T

Jadi bete kuadrat sampe curhat di blog private, it usually works to calm down my emotion a little bit =p Yah, curhat bernada
"why me oh why me"
"knapa ga bangunin tuan rumahnya aja, malah bangunin anak kos, wong serumah juga T_T"
"knapa yang dibangunin bukannya anak kos kamar sebelah? Apa karna aku lebih sering nyapa-nyapa or ngobrol ama mbak kos ketimbang anak kos kamar sebelah? T_T"
and so on and so on....
Pokoknya berasa ga rela banget jam tidur dikurangi dengan paksa walo cuman 1 jam dari rencana awal....

Now the bete is gone hehehehe...

Tadi jam 10 janjian ama cece sepupu nemenin dia ke TP, jalan-jalan sampe kaki pegel, tapi yang belanja cuman dia doang hahaha... abis ga ada yang unik 'n emang ga lagi butuh apa-apa... Barusan nyampe kos, trus makan serabi (dah lama banget ga makan serabi slurp slurp...) yang tadi aku beli di Bilka sebelum ketemuan ama cece sepupu.

Tadi cece sepupuku ngasih penutup hidung buat kalo naek motor... and I just thought... waw... Father is giving me what I need just in time... like He always do... I've got the motorcycle (plus the jacket and helmet), the hand glove (I bought it from my office friend for 6.000,-), and penutup hidung! ^o^ Tinggal beli jas ujan niy hehehehe...

Baru aja ngobrol di telpon ama papaku soal rencana besok dia ama mamaku mau ke Surabaya, nyamperin 'n ada pesta merit sepupu malemnya... juga cerita soal seharian tadi... Hmmm... I always feel happy and warm after talking with my dad in a nice conversation... Well, it doesn't mean all the other conversations are not nice, it's just sometimes in certain things he don't understand the way I think and I don't understand the way he thinks... But still... I know his heart is the same like Father's heart... even sometimes I learn about Father's heart from the things my dad do for me... It's really an ultimate blessing...

Thank You God for today ^_^